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The Story of Harlee Lowder

Why We Were Created by Greg Laurie

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To Write Love On Her Arms - Intro

The Butterfly Project- Help for Self Harm

Brian "Head" Welch Tells His Testimony

Ronnie Faisst Testimony

Reaching This Generation

Demi Lovato Interview about her self harm and recovery

God Loves you: Lacey's Testimony from Flyleaf

God Loves you: Lacey's Testimony from Flyleaf

Marissa "WHOSOEVER" " I Wanted To Die "

Ryan "WHOSOEVER" Ries Shares His Testimony Pt.1

Ryan "WHOSOEVER" Ries Shares His Testimony Pt.2

Ryan " WHOSOEVER" Ries Shares His Testimony Pt.3

P.O.D Live at The Whosoevers

All Around Me by Flyleaf

Southtown by P.O.D

Jesus' Words to Last Days Believers by Greg Laurie from Revelation Ch.3

Jesus' Words to Last Days Believers by Greg Laurie Part 2

Murdered Love Offcial Video by P.O.D

God Shaped Hole

Did you know that you have a hole in your heart ? Not a literal one ,but a spiritual one .You see from the day of your birth you've been on  a journey or search to fill that hole .The Bible says  in Ecclesiastes 3:11 - He has made everything appropriate in its time , He has also set eternity in their hearts , yet so that man will not find out the work which God has done from the beginning even to the end . What that means is that we are born with a desire for God or that we have a God shaped hole in our hearts . We have this emptyness that can't be quenched by anything else ,but through a relationship with God . The problem is that we go looking to fill that hole with anything and everything ,but God .
                                                                  Some people pursue power , money , sex , fame , drugs , relationships of all kinds , even religion to make themselves feel better . The Bible says in Ecclesiastes 1:13-14 And I set my mind to seek and explore by wisdom concerning all that has been done under heaven . It is a grievous task which God has given to the sons of men to be afflicted with.I have seen all the works which have been done under the sun,and behold , all is vanity and striving after the wind . This book of the Bible was written by  King Soloman , one of the riches and wises men of all time . He explored all of lifes pleasures and came to realize that apart from a relationship with God, life itself means nothing . Soloman was special because he was given great wisdom and wealth from God . God told Soloman to ask for anyhing and He would grant that wish ( what would you ask from God if you had one wish ? ) . Well Soloman to his credit asked for wisdom to rule God's people . God gave Soloman great wealth and wisdom because all Soloman wanted was to do the right thing and rule with wisdom . So great was the wisdom of Soloman that other nations would come from great distances to seek his knowledge . When a man like that tells us that life is meaningless apart from a relationship with God , I think we need to listen .
                                                                 Okay so that was along time ago so lets hear from a so called man of wisdom from modern times , Kurt Cobain . All of the following quotes were made by Kurt Cobain before he took his own life . " I hate myself and I want to die " , " Things have never been so swell . I have never failed to feel . PAIN! " , " Teen angst has paid off well . Now I'm bored and old". "We have no right to express an opinion until we know all the answers " . Its so sad because here was a guy that had it ALL  according to the world . He had success , money , fame , influance , millions of fans , wife , child , you name it and he had it . All of that was'nt enough to satisfy him or fill that hole in his heart . Even Kurt was looking for answers as told by his own mouth in that last quote ,but he never found them . That hole Soloman was talking about caused Mr. Cobain to take his own life at the height of his career .
                                                                Okay so heres my question for you ? Have you been chasing down that emptiness and well, coming up empty ? Are you getting up each day and asking yourself , "why am I doing this ?" Whats my purpose? why am I here ? Why does any of this matter ? If I was'nt around anymore would anyone care or even notice ? Are you living in pain everyday wishing someone would see it and help ? You want to know something , I asked myself all of those questions and was so lost for so long and I wanted to take my own life . I even knew there was a God ,but I didn't know God the way I should . I had such an emptiness in my heart and it hurt so much and I felt so alone . The sad thing was that none of my friends knew it . I was to pround and I was a dude you know to tough to need all that stuff . I'll get through it , I got this ,I just need a little more sex , drink , etc. and all will be good . I think by now you know it didn't work and I had to reach the end of myself so I could see the beginning of God .
                                                                  The day I accepted Jesus as my Lord was like no other day before or since . I felt the weight  of the world taken off my shoulders and like I belonged ,not to the church , but God . I knew God loved me and He had forgiven me for all the foolish things I had done,it was such a sweet release . That God shaped hole in my heart had been filled by the sweet love of God and I've been a differant person ever since then . Are you tired of running and looking for answers ? Do you want the gift God has given to all people that ask for it ( John 3:16-For God so loved the world , that He gave His only begotten Son, that WHOSOEVER believes in Him should not perish, but have eternal life ). The Bible also says in Romans 10:9-10 -that if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord ,and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead ,you shall be saved ;for with the heart man believes , resulting in righteousness,and with the mouth he confesses ,resulting in salvation .  All you have to do is believe and confess Jesus as Lord and begin to follow Him as Lord . The Bible also says in Romans 10:13- for"WHOSOEVER WILL CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD WILL BE SAVED " . Guys its simple , if you want all of the pain and emptyness to go away then stop running after vanity and run towards God .
                                                                   If you're ready to let go of the emptiness then pray with me this prayer -
                                                              Father I know I have sinned and fallen short of your holiness .
 I believe in your Son Jesus and the price He paid for me on the cross . I accept Him as my Lord and Savior and ask that you accept me and forgive me . Thank you for your love and the gift you have given me . In Jesus name I pray Amen .
                        
                                                          Well if you meant what you prayed ,then on the authority of God's word you are a child of God . WELCOME TO THE FAMILY !!!!  Oh and that hole is gone now so you can stop looking .

                                                     Love always Allen